The first post

After much contemplation week after week after week, I have finally succumbed to opening a blogspot. It's mainly for my writing; I used to have a blog when I was a teen and they were horribly updated; I read them and winced throughout each entry because of how much of a little teeny girl I was. I promise, my dear reader, that this time it won't be repulsive. ;-)

Usually this is the part where I make promises like updating my blog everyday or things like that; truth is, even if I make such promises, I will break it. Instead, I shall just remind myself that I have an actual blog now, and I should take it a little more seriously.

So let's start! :-)

The Demo song
oh I feel I'm gonna crash
and too many faces,
I can't remember
so many choices but I've got to make the right one

the moon is talking to the stars and 
it said, "We're not the same at all,"
but all I see is that it's
lighting up the dark

I am moving back tonight coz
I miss the sunrise in my room
there is no need to
fight for comfort anymore

I hear the breeze inside my mind
but all you can hear is the sound of truth
I write a poem but it
doesn't rhyme at all

and I know,
this is my home
but I'm walking on this road
where do I go?

This song is written when I began to understand the bittersweetness in many things. The little things, really; and despite the things I went through, I just want to say that I am all right. It's amazing because at this age, I open my eyes to all the open doors. This is one of the most personal songs I've ever written.

All in all, dear reader, I have learned a lot the values of life this year. I have discovered myself and opened more doors and hallways for myself too. There is a whole new world inside of me, one that I shall keep and allow very few to enter. I already know who to let in and who to keep out. I also urge you, my brilliant reader, to follow your passion and not conceal it with so much of logic and reality. Do what you love and love what you do. 

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