So two weeks ago I received quite big news that we are moving out of this house and into another smaller apartment. It's typical of my father to inform us of such big plans at the last minute--I guess that's what fathers do? Either way, we discussed the possible apartments--determined by the ideal neighbourhood that we prefer to live in--and so far we have picked one in the east. It's quite a distance I say, since we currently live in the west. I am okay with moving, too. A new place, new environment--and the potential apartment is appealing.
Over the weeks I have pondered over the thought of moving to the other side of the island. Most of my good friends live in the same neighbourhood. Occasionally we would cross paths and have a lovely chat before heading home. I have lived all my life here. When I was a child I lived in an apartment across this one before moving at the age of 8. Every childhood memory is stored in this neighbourhood and to leave it will be painful. Leaving my friends and my best friend (who live in this neighbourhood) will be unimaginable too.
Time changes us and shapes us. Time moves us from one space to another as we grow older and forward. Everything has to change and it's hard to keep some things the same as it were. Perhaps I should take notice of this and get used to the idea of an emotional change. Someday, my dear readers, I have to leave my family, meet a man, fall in love and have my own. The idea of leaving my family terrifies me to the very core of my inner child's soul, but I have to do it. I'll grow into it, I'll move into the idea soon--especially now that I am turning 21 in May this year.
We all got to do it.
I don't recall when this photograph is taken at all.
I was probably 5 years old, or somewhere there.
Also, I was sitting next to my mother
My aunt and mother having a conversation at the old house
My brother and I hovering over old photographs from an old photo album