Tuesday, November 20, 2012

But this world is a whirlwind and I'm holding my trapeze.

I don't know what it is lately that has been soiling me with different kinds of emotions. I'm trying my best to keep my cool and I succeed, on the outside, but my insides are all awry. Since last Friday I couldn't put my pencil down. It's therapeutic.









I've been experimenting different ways of portrait drawings (people drawings) and I've improved from my earlier drawings. I'm pretty happy with them--and if people are gonna say things like "why do you keep uploading them they're not even nice" then they can seriously just....well deal with it because why would I listen to hypocrites and I can put this gift from God to use.

I keep my hobbies and passion to mentally escape from everything that mauls me inside out. I have been trying out ways to keep up with them but my emotions tend to get intertwined with one another (like anger and happiness, pain and relief etc.) and this kind of entanglement happens far too often to me. There is nothing wrong with finding an escape as much as there nothing wrong with facing hardship. I just need a short escape, internally--and rejuvenate my spiritual strength.

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