I look for a piece of you in every guy I meet. The first guy was his fierceness that mirrored yours. The second guy was his looks and thoughts that I captured. The third guy was his smile and perhaps his height.
Every piece, no matter how subtle it may be, reminds me of you; the little things that you are/do. I find it hard to believe sometimes that I'm not over you, while I have been searching for you; though it's not you that I look for. So are you irreplaceable? I begin to ask myself.
Physically, yes, I can replace you very easily; in fact, I have done so. But your something? Perhaps I cannot. Your something strikes me as what I have been looking for my whole life. I begin to accept it as something that is a part of me because I find my secret self being mirrored in you.
So basically I look for my secret self in someone else;I saw it in you; and that is what attracted me. I found a reason to not feel so lonely because you are me, in a sense, and your secret self is a part of my secret self. And that is how I find you fascinating; because while I look into you to discover you, I discover myself.
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